i found some old writting then i though i might share with you all..

Mind over matter
Push above pull



Please leave me be

As the wall come up
Consciousness closed
Images in my mind
Divulge their dark secrets
Eat at my inner being
Not who I am
But who I should be
Who should be?
Not who is now
A tormented girl
Demons of society
Gnaw away
The delicate threads
My self esteem
Ash scattered in the wind
I was going so well…….

Will this torment not end?
Why must I be so torn?
So confused
So lost
So lonely

These secrets
Cannot stay for long
Already they are mature
In this delicate mind
For far too long
So who can be told?
Who can be trusted?
Too few…….
So I shall wait
This fascination
Infatuation
Must leave me
Please, leave!!
What am I to do!?
Leave, please, I beg you
Just leave
Please
Leave me be……